Vanessa V-bi

2011-09-18T17:50:00.003+08:00

It was nauseating.

I was caught up and really sacrificing my freedom for this period.

Couldn't remembered when is the last time feeling 'happy, & content for the long time..

Current emotional state- all pretense of playing it cool totally gone.

2011-07-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

July 9-11th

Genting highland.

2011-07-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

One Altitude Bar

A beautiful place in sg that located at 63th level,

with open space that sat in great music~

A nice place to sit back and chill in with friends!

Awesome to describe all.

2011-06-14T19:00:00.004+08:00

JTHG

18 more days.

See you soon!

2011-06-07T13:10:00.005+08:00

JUNE WISHLISH HAD FULFILLED.

2011-05-20T15:42:00.003+08:00

I'm going through many weak stages.

Sure it feel like crap.

It help me grow and changed.

Now freedom is in my soul.

Its funny how one night could change my life instantly.

There is alway someone who bring me up and down.

But losing trust is just like crumbled up a piece of paper.

2011-04-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Unpredictable month of April.
A new turning point.
Miracle and fate do wonders.
Bumpy rides of the weeks had shaken me.
Reaching up to a new goals/dreams.
Wishing all the best!

2011-04-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

Still seemed distant and distracted.
Remain as steady and evenhanded.
Now stop being a goddamn idiot.
And yet, irritatingly, couldn't shake off the feeling.
A complete mystery.

2011-03-30T11:45:00.001+08:00

Insomia day#1.
New addiction bring me high to lowest.
Unspoken words.
I need a break.

2011-03-03T17:35:00.003+08:00

(19TH FEB 2011)

Photographer:

Weslesy Liao, Gregory Chong & Steven Loon

BIKINI SHOOT

Location : Sentosa Tanjong Beach

2011-03-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

21ST- 24TH FEB 2011

THREESOME -GENTING TRIP!

We had an awesome and enjoyable trip!
The unforgettable moments and fun.
=)

2011-02-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

GYM AND SWIMMING!

ZERO DEGREE 15 Marina club.

As am i, started out my first day gym in #2011.

It had been awhile since i'd devoted so much time in gym.

I have been so busy with work, sleep-deprived lately and with my stuffs.

Clearly a good call to be back in gym again and tone up.

Exactly felt almost high with adrenaline, anxious and on edge in a good way.

I think you probably know how muscle will get aches when you seldom exercise.

Well, that is generally how i'm having now..

Yeah, well, hopefully i can lose some weight from there and weekly routines to the gym.

2011-02-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

06/02/2011

Happy 23rd Birthday to my ♥ !

I rapidly glanced through the pictures of your birthday celebration in 2010.

Smiling over heaps of people who came down and celebrate this special day with you.

I could still remembered how your face broke into a huge smile when you saw the cake!

And the birthday cake were specially decorated & made for you.

And most of all,

the trip to -Genting highland on the very next day had filled with the most memorable day on your 22th birthday.

Well, I'd love to celebrate with you again on, 2012!

We've got nothing but time.

We will be able to spent loads of time together when you're back.

Yes, i felt deeply sad that we both couldn't celebrate any festive/birthday/special days together but mostly i felt relief that you are coming back soon!

I love you and i always will.

Again, Happy 23rd Birthday to you BABY~

Here, i got you something.

For the first time, i picked and shop for over hours to get it.

I will pass it to you when you're back.

2011-02-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

There was another long pause when i met you.

I was filled with unspoken feeling.

I bet you couldn't tell i was stunt, absolutely shock.

I brace myself to look away.

Incredibly the last thing to get upset over something like this.

I wondered for the umpteenth time.

For you, at last.

2777

2011-01-20T16:34:00.002+08:00

Singaporebikes. com 9th Anni Event!

15 & 16 JAN 2011

@ SCAPE PARK

WITH 15 BABES & MODELS.

CREDIT GOES TO: PHOTOGRAPHERS

AND ALL THE RIEJU CREWS ARE FANTASTIC!

2011-01-12T17:01:00.013+08:00

The wonderful new story of 2011.

Hi guys, i'm sorry for leaving this space away for so long!

I'm gonna blog it out every single day.

And, i have been very busy with my current both jobs.

Hang on there as i will be blogging out my upcoming photo-shoot and events soon!

2010-12-25T20:35:00.006+08:00

Merry Xmas 2010!

Xmas day at 'Hardrock hotel, sentosa!

A simple yet enjoyable gathering with all my friends..

- Hope everyone have their enjoying xmas with their love ones.

2010-12-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY LOVERBOY~

Baby, one month had passed!

Counting down to another 9 more months.

Hope time can files in a blink..

Missing you dearly~

Loving you, as alway!

♥♥♥

2010-11-28T01:30:00.004+08:00

Weekend Love!

New planning.

Holding two jobs and handling them well.

Hanging on with a devoted heart.

Working hard and partying hard.

2010-11-21T06:58:00.002+08:00

Happy One Year Anniversary!

Everything looks perfectly good and certainly does work like a charm.

It would be great if you were here to celebrate this day with me!

Gee, i'm sure we both were planning to live together,

and celebrate all the `special days with me when you're back!

Well, it's like really, really great to called up at twelve with wishes and those sweet words for me.

This might be the best part of all.

May we be every bit as loving..

Cheers to us~

- We might be the end of the pact, but somehow, we knew it.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder!

I love you, alway!

2010-11-18T02:09:00.011+08:00

One Year To Pull It Off.

This year everything is going to change.

Like i'm living in this complete warped time freeze of..

I didn't want to waste any more of my life screwing around aimlessly-

I could take all the time i needed to work hard for our future now!

You can count on me.

2010-11-18T01:58:00.001+08:00

Mettle Games Event.

2010-11-02T06:47:00.002+08:00

This is an obscene hour to be awake.

I'd be a wreck for this one week.

Nothing more, nothing less.

It was a lapse in judgment during a particular vulnerable time in my life.

I look very wore out than usual.

Sighed, i have been doing a lot of thinking.

" Thinking" almost always resulted in the type of decision that only make me unhappier.

I needed some time to process it.

I had done something- an unnamed something,

that it was entirely my fault.

For the first time in my entire life,

i swear it would never happen again!

I'm completely serious.

The first step is to get a whole new plan and work it out.

It was just time for a change.

All said and done.

I remembered that.

2010-11-02T05:52:00.011+08:00

Halloween night- GAME ON!

Part 1 & 11

A good and successful bash at 13 Sisters!

Thankfully i get a chance to dressed up for the first time in my entire life.

It was extremely mad fun!

Everyone played wonderfully, wildly and expectingly.

This was a best Halloween of all the years.

I get to enjoy and be part of - Nurse & policewoman.

It's really fantastic!

I'm loving it!

2010-10-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

A lot of strange things happen this week.

It felt extremely unhappy and pretty bad.

Despite the bits and pieces glue back,

i still felt something is missing..

I'm stressed out.. by everything!

2010-10-03T17:21:00.014+08:00

F1 Racequeen Fiesta 2010!

2010-09-29T04:03:00.005+08:00

How long have i felt this way?

And why?

Perhaps someone can enlighten me as to how all of this is affecting me?

2010-09-28T16:59:00.002+08:00

Never before had i felt so awful, if by awful one really mean-

ABSOLUTELY FUCKING FANTASTIC!

I did it back, feeling silly and annoyed and then supremely pissed off..

I felt relieved, then exhausted, too tired even to talk about it..

I awoke with the heavy-heart almost everyday!

I look so peaceful, but i don't really sleep, pretty much ever.

Barely one meal a day, and beer to drown me on the other end.

Without a week, i lost desperately of 4kg or even much more.

This was exhausting.

I don't think it's too soon to say it,

and i have never been more certain of anything in my entire life.

I don't want to talk, i want to leave.

So what's the point anyway?

It's time to put an end to it.

2010-09-27T16:51:00.003+08:00

# Day 3

- How am i doing?

: 'Very well, thank you.

I am quite certain i made the right decision.

This week is good for me.

2010-09-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

One of the most hectic week.

Monday to Wednesday: Working & Lesson!

Thursday: OFF DAY.

Friday to Sunday: F1 event.

Well, falling sick on the first day of the week was screwed!

Fever, throat infection and flu..

But i still managed to go for my work, lesson and meeting..

Apart of that, the first day of the week is totally, completely and royally fuck!

It was really that bad that i starve myself for 12hrs..

Okay, it's time to face facts..

But it wasn't going to get any easier than that..

This might be the best part of all..

'Almost a year into a rs with him-

I just unfold his secret..

Yeah, seriously. Un-fucking-believable!

What matters now is that it's over.

N probably not the ideal time to be pissed at him..

Now i can only hope i can forgive & forget everything.

- Today is the 10th month.

2010-09-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

My new painted blue nails..

Done by ST, Fareast level 3, for $47.

Say hello to bangzzz!...

(^_^)

2010-09-04T20:34:00.004+08:00

Mad Adorable & Pretty~

Located @ Centre Point Lvl 1..

I shall reserve one for my coming 21st!

I will design everything into a "Minie-Mouse" world~

It's quite pricey but totally worth it..

2010-09-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

LOVERBOY ♥

5 days BKK trip on 25th-30th AUGUST..

2010-08-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

I've gained one kilo after '5days in BBK...

Break-out one big pimple on my cheek..

Heavy eye-bag with panda eyes!

2010-08-23T19:51:00.009+08:00

22 July2010

Pre-celebration for Shania's birthday!

In my sunday best,

we hold a mini 'advance birthday for Shania babe.

We gather everyone at my place for a mj..

Feel so bad that i spread the whole germs to my room with my 'non-stop sneezing..

Oh well, i must definitely thanks 'FATTY for spraying so much for his perfume..

At times like that, the other cliques were sneezing a few times as well but I and Smantha were the unlucky chap..

We were feeling so sick, truly am, that we need to pop in 'flu medicine..

I'm mentally exhausted but i still continue playing with the mj..

One hour later, i'm feeling much much better and we headed off to Cine for supper..

We gave this lovable babe a sweet lil surprised by putting a small candle in the ice-cream..

As usual, birthday song with uber quick version and 3 birthday wishes to make..

Hehe.

Next, i must have the sweetest heart to walk over to ''Coffee Club'' to buy her 3 different types of small cake with her fav, Tasty Choco..

Aftermath, getting to Samantha place for another round of gambling..

........................................

FUCKING HILARIOUS AND WE LAUGH TILL MY TUMMY HURTS, I SWEAR!!

2010-08-20T19:23:00.009+08:00

ANGELA BABY

Interesting read, CLICK HERE!

She has a mix-blood daddy..

Born in Hongkong, grew up in Shanghai..

She's born in : Feb 28/1989

Height: 167cm

Weight: 46kg

- She started her first surgery at the age of 13..

Now, she became a Fabulous Famous Taiwanese Top Model.

2010-08-17T17:50:00.008+08:00

Brought to the whole new level.

Hi, I'm back into blogging again!

Right now, i have plenty of time to blog out and break down into details on my recent activity.

Past few weeks, my schedule is packed with working and going for lesson!

It's been a hectic weeks but that's the way i like it!

Loving what i do helps..

My life now is pretty good.

Everything is settling on the right move.

Speaking of which, in the early days (last month & first week of Aug),

my rs is on the downside.

The entire process of all argument becomes jaded.

At last, we worked it out nicely and put faith back together.

After going through so much, it takes us to the whole new level.

- 4 more days to our '9th months ~

- 8 more days to our 'short-getaway!!

Oh yeah! Oh yeah!!!!

I'm feeling very excited now..

2010-08-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

A short update!

1. Planning for Shania's babe upcoming birthday surprise for her..

2. Consecutive four-days of 'vocal lesson for this week.

3. Good new!! I gotten a chance to perform one song, on 5th of sept!

2010-08-09T00:47:00.004+08:00

Bao Bao ♥

She came to my house and stayed for' three days!

Now, she left to a 'New Family.

During her stay, she did her part by accompany me and my family.

She's a adorable/intelligent/loyal/sweet/caring dog!

she used to sleep in my room beside me for consecutive' two night.

My mood swing from 360% and ......(some 'kind of unspoken feelings) without her by my side now!

Past two days,

she escort me to toilet/room/door and woke up in the midst of night (few times) to see me and lick me to reassure that i am safe.

Not only that, she behaved well when we left her alone in the afternoon.

She knew where to peep and shit in my place without telling/teaching her.

I miss her, very much, now!

She's just like another baby to me.

I am very attached to her.

But,,, i have to give her away.

Due to some reasons..( I don't have a choice!!)

I know that i will live in regret after i made this decision.

It's seems like bao bao came at the wrong timing.

I hope she will be more happier with her new family!

2010-08-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

Good new x2!!

I was being confirmed for the SCC ( Singapore Cricket Club) F1 night race fiesta job.

Secondly, i will be going away for a short holiday in the next 2 week, which is on 25-8-2010.

And most importantly, i'm happy and contented with everything now.

2010-07-27T01:05:00.004+08:00

Today mark a very special day!

I'll alway remember this day.

Cause's you are the first man who had never (given-up) on me before!

I could simply say that "you are the best i've ever met" and my "hardest good-bye"

I'm grateful to have met you and next, we parted.

It could be the best ending, i supposed!

I hereby wishing you my best regards and may you be a happy man, always!
;)

Good bye!

2010-07-22T06:46:00.006+08:00

Nobody is perfect for anybody!

The only way to survive in this "(visualize and realistic)" world is to play pretend.

I had a few questions popping out from elsewhere~

1. Does human alway seeing each other imperfection to perfection?

2. While a single mistake made, is enough to name you as a sinner?

Okay.

My above statement are a sign of "exposition on my feelings"!

I have been burned by an emotional feelings just a few hours ago..

It's not fair to me to let you judge me by (what am i) instead of (who am i)

Yes, you hang us with us most of the times but not (24/7),

Hence, you can't delude yourself into thinking that (i'm the faulty party) by judging the book by its cover.

I can be chatty and quiet, bold or timorous, smart or scruffy, good or bad, nice or nasty, reasonable or unreasonable,

it's all depend on my commitment to a situation and how i choose to express myself in different ways.

When you suddenly goes to a great length to direct involve with our rs problem, you immediately blame me for being a "nasty-type (and shoot me off with your "short and sarcastic words)

I genuinely felt worst-of-all.

And, YES I WAS FLAMING ON FIRE with another side-of-me feeling heartbroken.

So why does you keep carrying residual baggage from "how i treat him/talk to him" infont of you and by how often he complained and talked to you about me and makes you think (i'm bad?)

I have every explanations for my behavior.

I don't find it easy to explain everything, especially to men.

If you had mislead my character, go ahead and regard me as anything.

I'm not worry about being judge by you.

I'm not interested in being a perfect and i don't have to be.

2010-07-19T20:36:00.004+08:00

21stJuly, 8♥♥' monthsary!

You and i'll keep forever!

The stability we want will come from our confidence.

If life throw us a hard time, we will throw it back with a sweet and sticky love.

We will look forward to more months and years ahead!

♥♥♥

2010-07-18T06:55:00.007+08:00

I hate this week.

Alright, i'm gonna rant out my current life.

Everything is not moving on the right track.

First of all,

my pay is getting lesser each week when i started to work more days or so..

Maybe those countless of days that i was late and still,,,,

They gave me the wrong amount of my pay, already the 'third times!

And my commission........! I don't see any "extra $$$ for that...

Okay, i'm the sort who received the correct amount for my hourly rate will do...

I'm really felt very annoyed and unhappy for that..

Next, baby seems to be real busy with his work nowadays,

and he spent most of his free time watching ' Discovery cars channel'....

OMG~

Worst of all, he sleep in the morning '8am, and woke up in the frigging time at '3pm.

How the bloody hell a human can tolerate with few hours of rest?

I suspect his body and brains was covered with all the alcohol already..

I must stop baby from drinking already!

Aside of that, a short trip to 'Thailand on 'Aug is confirmed.

I should start saving up now~ (^_^)

Yay, i just found out that my soul mate also had the same 'fav idol as me, which is 'ELVA.

Hahaha.

It's damn funny.

Well, we might be going to her concert together!

Today will be my third lesson!

Wish me good luck later,,

Hehe.

Good night world!

2010-07-12T06:33:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling very upset and demoralize.

Had anyone of you had a dream and pursue it with all your might?

Put in everything and your soul in it?

And you were splash over with some remarks that you wouldn't want to hear it?

Yes, this is what i'm going thru now.

I believe hard work does paid off,

and it takes time to master the piece.

I had to start from the very beginning to start all over again...

I can't deny that god had given me a unique of *****

Hence, i (thank) myself that i had a very strong passion that keep me going on and on..

One thing for sure, GIVE UP is not in my dictionary anymore!

Secondly is about my life.

My timing had gone haywire.

I sleep in the morning and wake up as early in the noon.

I work straight 3 rows on the following night.

Had an alternate day with a (small/big) argument with my bf.

I feel that i've been putting on a kilo but all my friends think that i'm nuts!

I was in the middle of drained and sick of my current life.

I seldom went home since last week.

I miss daddy and mummy!

I'm lucky to have all my lovely babes to catch up with and shopping~

Maybe i should sign up my dancing lesson this week with my buddy.

'Aug should be the month for a short getaway to Thailand or Bali.

It's time to trim my fringe and change a new hair color.

Baby is bringing me to (ELVA) concert. Yay! (^_^)

Lastly, i need to get my ass off to bed now!

To be update soon.

2010-07-07T03:50:00.002+08:00

This week got to be a busiest week!

Talking about friends, i have 3 friends 'birthday fall all in the same week.

Thank goodness it's on different days!

I feel that this week my days seem so much fuller.

......

- There are some situations you should steer clear of,

even though your instincts scream otherwise.

- What am i thinking of?

Even now and then,

i find myself looking back at the choices i've made ,

and what was going through my head when i made them.

My point is, stick to what you really liked...

We have been gifted with a life that is ours to live.

Doing things to keep other happy is selfless,

but when it become too much for you to handle,

you disappoint everybody and are left wondering where you went wrong.

2010-07-07T01:31:00.019+08:00

Resort Thai Disco!

Two weeks ago, Saturday.

After work, headed to 'Resort with 'Lilian.

It was Z cousin birthday..

I can't deny that place is kinda bored and we have to self-entertain..

Thankfully the club end early and we can go off earlier!

;)

2010-06-29T06:42:00.003+08:00

Mess-free ways to carry bright & cherry colors!

Fashion running out of an ideal?

This season stand out by popping colors in styles!

Hence, i will go for bright colors for my shopping spree.

I don't have to buy 'top-of-the-line stuff..

Flowery design with bright colors will goes off with fashion!

Just wanna share it with everyone, hope it'll helps.

(^_^)

Today,

i spent my 'Monday blue('my off day) with darling and her friends!

Again, i think it's my' fifth times wearing slack with a bare face out..

We went to '2 places before heading down to 'Cine for

("Swensen ice-cream & watched "Toys stories 3")

Indeed a well-spent day with all the 'jokes and laughters..

Loves.

- My weight have been stabilize at 45kg. I still need to shed off another 3 more kg..

- Since months ago,

i have been having' this bad habit of eating 'supper and slept in the morning!

OMG!!!!!!!! My hell-teeth lifestyles is ruining me soon..

2010-06-27T05:23:00.003+08:00

I need to recharge myself with a good rest!

Firstly,

my job seems to be getting more and more daunting, boss is more demanding.

(Thus, i am thinking about changing my job!)

Secondly,

i encounter some short term complicated life.

(In the coming week, i must devote sometimes on doing the stuffs that i liked.)

Thirdly,

i must make sure others around me realize that i have my own space as well.

(Living my life that i desire)

Lastly,

i have been eating junk food almost everyday.

That's bad enuff.

2010-06-25T19:19:00.012+08:00

"Club Atlantis"

Last Saturday was a blast!

With 101 full-attendance..

2010-06-16T19:09:00.007+08:00

7 Moo Moo~ ♥♥

V & Z (^_^)

2010-06-06T06:14:00.002+08:00

Sunday is my FAV day..

Finally get to replenish my 'beauty-sleep.

Hehe.

It's a great day to catch a movie and chilling out with friends and play my (FAV GAME) monopoly! =)

- I'm getting upset easily by the slightly bits of tiny whiny issues..

Arrghhh~

2010-06-04T07:02:00.005+08:00

Time to tone up.

I have successfully slim down to 45kg.

Now my goal is: Tone up

Thankfully, getting shapely toned calves are dead easy!

All i need to do is add a bit more resistance and weights to my training to achieve visible results!

Where to pick it up?

You all can try: Jogging, dancing and skipping...

I will give myself a 'one month timeout!

Anyway; it's the season of holidays and short trip for June.

Travelling is my love!

Since i have a time,

i am planning to go 'Batam on this coming weekend with my girlfriend..

I had never been there before..

Hence,,

( I would love to explore and travel adventures.)

Hehe!

***

- I keep thinking, whether 'should i extend my hair again?

- I have been feeling more irritable than usual lately..

2010-05-31T06:59:00.005+08:00

Find the perfect balance.

I'm really not the type to save money.

I believe in enjoying myself in the moment of spent & splurge.

I need to start saving up now..

Cos' getting older is becoming more sure of what you want out of life.

So, now, i have plenty of lists to achieve it..

Such as- Diploma in 'Accounting(Graduated & landed a job),

Travel the world,

Take up dancing step in 'popping,

Extra income to pursue my Branded stuffs,

Contribute 10 percent of my income to my Dad,

Oh, and by-the-way,

I had already started to take up 'singing lesson!

I just started somewhere with the easiest and smallest bit of achievement for myself.

I don't want to missed out on it by chance!

2010-05-26T05:03:00.036+08:00

Genting Highland !

Embrace a short trip, a carefree summer memories!

All the photos below was taken with my naked face.

Genting took us away for '4days and '3nights.

Yes, this is also counted as my 'Birthday treat from Z.

Although it was just a Genting trip, he promised a HK trip by end of this year!

During our stay, we have plenty of free time to explore around.

We went to the "Theme Park" for the past '2days.

We tried all kinds of 'Fastfood and steamboat, buffets..

For the past '2 night,

we keep munching away with junk-food & beers as we played few hours on 'Monopoly in our hotel room..

Yea, and we visited the "Haunted house, Ripley's and 4D movies.

I think it was a really sweet and great trip!

I believe this little treat will keep our love alive.

(^_^)

2010-05-21T02:23:00.005+08:00

'6 Monthsary!

Although, sometimes, our our rs may look shaky,

i believe changes will make us happier.

- Good communication will keep any disorder at bay!

2010-05-21T00:02:00.017+08:00

May 10/2010

My Super Sweet TWO-ZERO.

One of the biggest reasons I enjoyed my birthday is that,

some of my girlfriends turned up and wishing me and telling me that:

"We've all been there to celebrate this special day with you"

There's no doubt that i am really feeling happy and touched!

Soon, one glass after another of

"(champagne, Courvioser, Macallan and beer)"

it's inevitable and i got 'high & tipsy..

Okay,

as you all know girls tend to make the jump to emotinal much more easily,

it's a race occurrence that i would cried having too much alcohol.

However, i cried and hugging my 'Twiny Amanda..

And 'Twiny A looked at me straight in my eyes, she cried too!

Awww..

I knew , that's sick!

Call it immaturity but the truth is, i'm upset as some of my friends couldn't turn up.

Anyway, whether or not they turn up, i simply took it to hard.

Since then, I've learned to take things easily.

;)

Overall, it was a great day!

2010-05-17T20:41:00.005+08:00

Side parting with short fringe.

Most of my friends dislike my previous hairstyle.

Look muchh older and weird.

Hence, i went to cut it short.

Any comment on my current short fringe?

;)

Problem 1.

My dark eye-ring is getting on my nerve 'nowadays.

No matter how much concealer i applied, it doesn't helps,

AT ALL!

Think back, i'm having '(too much nightlife) and getting lesser time to sleep.

I dislike it.."

And, 'Everyday, 'Everyone, would ask me the same old question again...

( Why you look so tired today?)

Arrgh..~

OMG!!

I just need some break....

=(((

- Maybe i should start saving up money and stop working nightlife.

- Move back to my place twice a week? "(Currently, staying-over at Zacc'c place)

- Change back my sleeping time? "(Normally i would sleep in the morning and wake up at 3pm)

- I've got 2 choices now! "( Diploma or go back to Chanel and work?)

2010-05-12T02:31:00.012+08:00

A Sweet Surprised!

Yes, as promised, we are leaving 'sg in 3hours time.

- Genting highland, a short getaway!! ^_^

Will be staying there for 4days3nights.

Today,

i woke up from a extremely 'hangover.

Do you believe i'm capable of sleeping thru out 2days?

OMG! I did that..

Sound cool?

I "HATE the part when i vomited 'countless of time immediately when i woke up!

And i'd not eaten anything 'till today morning..

Started my first meal with porridge..

I need time to adjust back my instant appetite!

Is it true that,,

A lady received a 99 roses is the most beautiful women on earth?

LOL.

My happy mood up to 100000%..

THE SWEETEST PART,,

When the clock shown 12am,

he pop out from a corner with a bouquet of flower with my present and gave it to me infont of his parents and all my lovely friends...

So sweet and lovely~

At that point of time, i'm ran out of my words..

V: I love you ''baby, thanks for everything!

:DDD

2010-05-06T20:51:00.008+08:00

Yes, 3 more days to my Birthday!

I'll be having a hectic schedule till next week.

This coming 'Sat & Sun will be filled with happiness'

cause most of my friends are coming down to help me celebrate my mini 'big day.

And, next Tuesday, will be going off for a short-trip to 'Genting with Z.

However, i must say, Happy May, afterall.

2010-04-26T03:57:00.005+08:00

Lose few kg is never enough..

Strictly on diet till i'm back to my 38kg!

Laughs.

I know it's hard but think skinny and i will definitely make it!

Time, yes, i have lot of time to shed off all the F-A-T ~

Alright, shall blog about my recent activity.

Yesterday, i attended two of my friends '21ST Birthday @ Costa Sand chalet.

Hence, i had decided to find the 'Birthday girl first..

I walked over to her chalet and i met the 'Birthday boy first,,

And the mild shocking and interesting part was,

their chalet was just beside one other.

lol. Isn't it funny?

Okay, next, Z was increasingly irritating nowadays!

Fancy watching movie late in the night, and sleep in the morning.

Somehow, i was suffering with him..

Sunday, supposed to be a lovely day(date) with him,

and it's has become a 'stay-home date with him.

so bad, uh.

Another two-more-week to my '20 birthday..

I'm not getting excited or pinning high hope at it!

I just want a 'mini celebration with my close friends and a 'HK trip with Z.

Simple and nice and happy?

- Hehe, i saw you, and you saw me. We alway bump into one another, everywhere.

I'm still wearing that necklace.

Did you saw? ;)

2010-04-20T02:01:00.006+08:00

New hair color?

I'm afraid that my hair will become grass after damaging several times.

First,

I did my color + perming.

2 week later,

I reborn back to straight.

Another 2-3 weeks later,

I dyed my hair back to blue-black.

1 month later, which is now,

I need to bleach my hair again to get the color that i want..

Sigh,, I still deciding should i / or should not!

Anyway,

most of my friend's birthday & events fall on this week..

I'm already on full-schedule!

And these few days, i'm alway slept at 6am in the morning.

All blame on Z.

Crazily mad on chasing HK drama show!

And now, my dark circle are getting darker..

I need to adjust back my time soon!

2010-04-18T00:47:00.010+08:00

Amanda's 21st !

Venue: Neverland

Time: 11.30pm

1. Lots of pretty balloons.. Done by 2 experts!

2. Everyone came in late!

3. Amanda got wasted at 2plus..

4. A lot of people sat at different places..(Separated)

5. Amanda went missing most of the time!

6. Not much photos was taken..

Hope you'd enjoy sweet!

Love you always.

2010-04-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good. I'm sick.

Can anyone bring me to the family doctor now?

I'm now having an "on/off" fever which driving me nuts soon, i swear!

I have been eating that flu medicine since last week,

and i don't see myself getting better..

Rest more?

Yea, i have been sleeping a lot lately..

About 10-12 hours AT LEAST a day..

I perspire a lot too, nowadays..

Whenever and whatever..

You know..

It's suck to the max....

And ya, my sis just gotten chicken box last week..

Fret not, i'd already gotten before when i was young..

Will chicken box comes twice?

I doubt so,,,

And what's up the problem man?

I felt so grrrrhh and sick now!!

Last question!

- Does this hairstyle suits me?

2010-04-15T00:26:00.005+08:00

2hours.

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

Well, i now blogging away at Skinnyass house.

I'm waiting for him to come back home from work.

So, i'll be alone for the next 2hours with "mini mouse"

Another thing,

i realized all my friends go to "powerhouse" on every Wed..

What's so fun at "powerhouse"?

Mad. I don't get it!

I don't like their crowds and ambience's.

And,

it was considerably the most damn far clubbing area from my place..

Strange as hell.

I still prefer zouk!

My 20th Big Day is coming soon..

I need to start planning everything now.!

2010-04-10T18:18:00.005+08:00

Back to my cosy home!

It has been long ever since i had spent time at home alone.

I would rather just stay home have dinner and surf net.

April has been really tough for me!

Own matter to handle and all, gosh.

How sucky can issues be?

Plenty of reasons for me to leave you.

You had been hard on me..

Its even harder for me to move on....

Sigh,,,,,,,,,,,,

- Would a smile be able to blind the ugly days away?

- Would things get better eventually?

- Can i just take it as a growing up process?

I wish, i could...........

2010-04-09T18:15:00.003+08:00

Nightmares

YOU PISSED ME OFF !

IT WAS JUST SO INSANE ~

Every word you said and everything you did,

all highlighted and was haunting me I SWEAR!

- You have no one to blame apart from yourself.

Again,

Who's to judge?

You are absolutely zero x100000 responsibility as a BF!

For now, i need silence.

A rock would tear that shit up in two seconds,

You alway choose rock.

_|_

2010-04-05T22:47:00.004+08:00

Monday blue.

Its such a bliss to be able to sleep the whole day!

Need to head out soon, to meet up Angela and her friends.

I can never stay home, NEVER AT ALL!

Anyway, i am going to take up dance classes soon..

Dancing is alway my passion!

Hopefully i can complete my advance level in the shortest period.

Okay, bye! Got to get prepare to go out now!

Goodnight everybody! ^_^

2010-04-02T23:41:00.005+08:00

Tiring and a bad day.

Okay, yesterday was bad.

Somehow, it's started with these silly and stupid stuffs again!

What's worse is that i went off without telling my dear friends,

leaving my bag and Chanel bag with them.

And, it's 2 to midnight.

Was madly insane and pissed, i swear!

So i really am reluctant to answer any calls from anyone else.

Next, they had no choice,

but to drive all the way to (.. ... ) just to pass my belonging to him.

(Thankq V much and really appreciate it!)

Depressed ( i cannot verbalize how am i feeling at that time),

i walked the whole bloody street in Katong alone.

All the way till i wore out and flare a taxi.

It was a lil crazy, i know.

So i was thinking how to go back home without my key?

I'm left with only pathetic hp with 10% batt and a wallet!

Was really dejected after, till we sorted out everything at 7am.

So, bottom line was, another "silly act" on that day!

Seriously, i agree to what you'd said.

2010-04-01T17:39:00.006+08:00

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2010-04-01T01:14:00.009+08:00

30th March

Am glad all my efforts paid off!

Woohoo~

I just received my first moola after waiting for ''2 pathetic months''! *

It was sooooo good to reload some cash into my bank!

Hehe!

And of course,

i wanna thanks B for sending me to work consistently everyday,

and supporting some cash for me past 2 months!

BB, There's too much to say!

Really. I"M JUST SO THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING.

NOW, I feel sooooo much more relaxed!

Cause,,, i'm quitting my current job soon.. (6th of April!)

And....

I'm hopping over to another high-paying job soon~

NO MORE STRESSING OVER THIS & THAT ANYMORE!!..

Well,

I've been staying home a lot these days.

I'm in no mood for anything except sleep.

No ideal why.

Now, i am blogging away with a V extremely tired mood!

Gotta wait for B to finish work and come my house to fetch me home*

So annoying to wait for him to finish work everyday.

Imagine working day-job & nightlife.

It doesn't blend at all.

Frigging shagged and drained and torturing!!

Times like this, i wish time would go faster.

6th of April, i'm bidding goodbye to all these torturing stuffs.

Today, as usual, have to wait... again... zZz

Called him twice and send him countless of sms.

Same sentence- I will be leaving very soon, asap! :)

Alway ended up with one hour later to reach....

***

Just now Esther and Gina play prank call on me!

God-damn-it.

It's April-Fool today!

Guess what, i was fooled by them!

Arrgghhh.

2010-03-24T20:06:00.010+08:00

Giving up my day-job?

That was my initial plan.
But after giving it a second thought,
i have decided to stay on to a day-job..

AND,,,,,,
i am not staying on with my current job instead hopping over to a high-paying company with better prospect and benefits there!

Sound like a selfish freak now..!
AND,,,,, again,,, who doesn't want a better pay?
Moreover in the beginning, i applied for a "FULL-TIME" job, but i was given a "PART-TIME" job instead.
There goes my planning and everything went haywire for the past 2 months!
=/

So, my current planning are still in the process...
In about 2weeks time.
Please let me enjoy for a period before going back to my day-job again!
=)

***
- If i want something, i will go all out to get it!

2010-03-19T20:09:00.008+08:00

The Cathay Cineplex

Out for Pastamania dinner before catching late movie with B.

30th of March, please come by FAST!

Line being cut off~

Currently can only receiving incoming calls & messages!

Omg!

Having all the inconvenient caused simply put me off..

Apart of that,

i'm truly apologized to some of my friends!

Going missing-in-action last min was totally last thing on my mind.

I couldn't contact any of you at the very last min,

hence my bad, sorry!

2010-03-04T23:37:00.010+08:00

New Year night at "Le bar"

B & me, and two of his friends.
Look at the above picture,
B was wearing with a "smiling face" long sleeve!
So nice!
Hahahaha.
=)

It was an happy day!
All of them were tipsy(high) and of one them "knock out"(dead-drunk)
All night were crappy!

2010-02-22T02:50:00.007+08:00

I'm trying to post this before i crash into my pillow.

As usual,

work everyday and alternate in the night!

However,

it had been going on like this nearly one month.

It's rather distressing that i had to wake up early for work everyday..

Today, i spent my off day sleeping,

watching movie and rotting at home!

To sum up, it's a boring day!

2010-02-22T01:26:00.016+08:00

14thFeb

Happy Valentine's Day! 2010

First of all,

i would like to wish all of you a Happy Valentine's Day!

Hope all you received at least one bouquet of flower!

As for me...

Make a guess?

Hmmmm,,,,

Well,

i received a bouquet of flower(above pic) when i was working.

Was damn shocked when this delivery girl gave it to me!

I was wondering who send it..

5 mins later..

B called me!

It was from him..

Hehe.

* Such a sweet bf~

He definitely inserts a big smiley face into my day!

I lovee surprise!!!!!!!!

Vanessa V-bi

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